Karen Freeman

Karen Freeman

Monday, 31 January 2011

Playground nonsense skip with me


Breakfast, lunch, tea and supper
porridge and bacon and eggs and toast
a poverty plague makes me glummer.
Lunch, tea, supper and breakfast
poached eggs with hollandaise sauce
being jobless has me fussed.
Tea, supper, breakfast and lunch
cucumber sandwiches sprinkled with salt
jobless centre pulls no punch.
Supper, breakfast, lunch and tea
fillet of beef with roasted veg
my wagon train ain’t got no gravy.
Next to go in one two three.

Internment


October 1965


With the stillness of an unfed pond the girl stood
amongst sharp grass, brown tumbled earth and
empty rose bushes weighed heavy in graveyard silence.
Outside her world, tombstoned semi-detached
houses horizoned the quiet street.
Cardiganed she took her sister’s hand
walked through colonnaded loganberries
plucked ripeness caught in a starched handkerchief.

Digestive biscuits dunked in her Gran’s tea,
two birds perched on a lace doilyed sofa
faced the empty grate, beaks sealed, eyes seeled.
A doorbell rings; dark suited Mum and Dad
appeared. Voices burbled through the event horizon
of sunshine that broke the grey of her day.

Bells ring



Bells ring, inside her head all else is silent.
Booted feet moved sightlessly at eye line,
dripped soundless words she could not comprehend.

Reflect, water kettle heated has steam to vent
vapour seeks to escape with fuelled vigour given time.
Bells ring, inside her head all else is silent.

Like anger builds until a weakness is rent
kettled children swoop and dive, hope redefined
dripped soundless words they cannot comprehend.

Rage rises like sap in a tree, prickled bodies endure torment
stampede forward, blind, unable to see signs.
Bells ring, inside her head all else is silent.

Hammered blows from blue-bottled androids, sent
to suppress babies along with those in mines,
dripped soundless words she cannot comprehend.

Hammered, fallen, trampled, this is not what was meant
a walk to parliament to protest in winter’s sunshine.
Bells ring, inside her head all else is silent,
dripped soundless words she cannot comprehend.

Imagine sheep


White tight curled sheep grazing on the Downs
slowly climbing or coming down, they nibble
down the ever shortened grass, their tails
four foot six long, supported on a wooden
cart, prevented from trailing on the ground,
allows their poo to fall on the grassed Downs.

Hope


A caterpillar eats and shits and grows.
That’s all it does; eats, shits and grows.
Every now and again it sheds its skin
before it returns to eat and shit and grow.
If it survives the Chaffinches, if it survives the Tits
when it has eaten as much as it can
it will pupate, wrap itself in silk and sleep.

If it survives pupation, a butterfly or moth will emerge
to fly between flowers sipping nectar for fuel
a search for a potential mate. A sight that would not be seen
if a caterpillar had not eaten and shat and grown.